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Jan 14, 2005
Don't know what to say... it's been an interesting week. I'm so out of it all the time lately I don't even know whats going on in my own head. It's all messed up. Fuck. Anyways. Math is over thats good, soon social and chem will be too and thats always happy. Don't have much to say right now since mostly I just want to go to bed.
Posted at 10:23 pm by yayforbeka
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Dec 22, 2004
Christmas... Consumerism at it's Finest
So just to warn you I'm in a really weird mood... and I may or may not have been drinking earlier this evening.
Anyways, I think I'm starting to hate Christmas. I mean, I absolutely love the idea of it, with all the happy times and going shopping and being with friends and family and whatever else there is (minus the family part). It's all kind of extravagent though, don't you think? Like everyone gets so stressed out around christmas because they don't have their shopping done or they need more time to bake high fat sugar filled treats so they can gain 10 pounds or they can't find the perfect present for whoever. And people spend such obscene amounts of money on presents, half of which are bought in such a rush that the recipients hate them or find them completely useless. And there are so many better things that we could be putting our time and money into fixing, like all those starving children in Africa. They don't have fourteen colors of christmas lights OR a 12-foot-tall blow-up snowman on their roof. Do you hear them whining about their christmas tree not being tall or green or pointy enough?
I think from now on St. Patricks Day will be my favorite holiday. Why? Because unlike most other holidays (i.e. Christmas, Easter, Valentines Day, Halloween) it does NOT involve mass amounts of chocolate. Also, like several of the afformentioned holidays in addition to New Years, it doesn't promote making people feel all sad and lonely because they don't have a boyfriend/girlfriend. Plus as a bonus getting completely hammered is encouraged, and YAY FOR IRISH PEOPLE! (aka me).
Contrary to previous comments of like... five minutes ago, I actually do sorta enjoy christmas shopping. I went with Leslie on monday and we had fun. Then we watched Dirty Dancing Havana Nights, and then A Cinderella Story, and then (are you ready for this...) Dirty Dancing Havana Nights AGAIN! (SUCH a good movie!). And then last night Shannon came over and we watched the original Dirty Dancing movie (for like the 10th time) and How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days (although I really don't need anyone to tell me how to do that... haha) so yeah... my chick flick quota for the week has been more than filled. And I stayed awake for all of these movies! Well except like 10 minutes of the second time through Havana Nights... but still that is absolutely amazing for me. Usually if you turn on a movie I'm asleep in like the first 10 minutes. Which now that I think of it is kind of weird. Because when I actually want to sleep, like in my bed, at night, I can't. Which my doctor told me yesterday is probably because of 1. my state of brokenness (mainly in the the hip/knee/back/ankle area) and 2. my mattress is kind of crap. But that doesn't explain why I can fall asleep the minute I put my head down on a couch or a floor or another person. So I think it might be because I'm crazy. Even though thats my explanation for everything. Shut up.
Laura you are the greatest for making me lunch the last like 2 weeks, my doctor says I'm partially healthy now, or in comparison to the last time I was there or something. But yeah thanks a lot for making me start eating!
I am so bored.... my life is so pathetic. I wish there was something exciting to do in the middle of the night... and that I wudent get grounded for going out at 11:00 without telling my parents. My feet are cold. Alas, such is life. Well I'm off to talk on the phone for several hours, g'nite.
Posted at 11:03 pm by yayforbeka
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Nov 21, 2004
Read all the ones for today in reverse order...
because that's the order i typed them in. k actually done now.
Posted at 06:01 pm by yayforbeka
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Look how many different pretty colors of pink there are!!!
Posted at 05:56 pm by yayforbeka
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And I'm getting another puppy in 4 days!!!!!!!!
eeeheheeheheheheeeheheheheheeheheheheehee
Posted at 05:53 pm by yayforbeka
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Wow I don't update very often. I just realized that, as retarded as it sounds. I always read everyone else's blogs but forget about mine. So anyways. There really isn't much to write about. Today i had this brilliant idea that if i put my white coat with all the dirt in it in the washing machine, it would not be dirty anymore. Apparently that's not true. Oh well. So my in-car driving instructor reminds me of my grade 9 science teacher Mr Kellan (he was eeeeeeewwwwwww). But i am getting to be a pro driver, with the whole not killing people thing and all. Apparently I'm too dumb to use the blender. Which is tragic really coz you know blenders are like the most used appliance (sarcasm if you dint get that). So yeah my phone priviledges have been revoked until thursday, including my cell phone. I guess my parents meant it the first 3 times they told me not to talk to Lori after 10:00. So if anyone needs me before then which im sure you wont call my home phone twice in a row coz it involves me running downstairs to answer it. OOh i figured out why the massively huge knots in my shoulders! Its from playing piano for long amounts of time... so prolly i have really bad posture while doing that or something. But that still doesnt explain the knots in the rest of my back so maybe im just a freak of nature or something. Which is good i think coz really otherwise life would be boring.
Posted at 05:50 pm by yayforbeka
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Oct 16, 2004
tainted looooove... yay marilyn manson
Wow an update finally... so what is exciting that i can write about... well i got my puppy yesterday! she is sooooooooooooooo cute and little, she weighs like less then 2 pounds. Her name is Tobey. hehehehe so cute! Yes *cough* anyways... today has been somewhat uneventful... i did some homework and played with puppy and umm yeah my uncle and my cousin came over... and i was all bored and stuff... and then i talked to Elsje for like a long time which was good because she is so awesome! and then Brett and Natalya came over for a bit which was fun. And now i'm sitting on the computer which is not terribly exciting and my back kina hurts. But yeah can't complain life is good for the most part.
Yesterday was long but pretty good. School went surprisingly smoothly, all classes were very slack. After school i got some pizza (ick) and talked to Ryan for a bit and saw Elsje which was good. Got home, played with puppy, Leslie came over to see puppy, Lori came over to see puppy. Then i went to Lori's house and my mom actually let me drive with Lori (GASP!). So we sat around for a bit and tried to find someone to hang out with (note to self, and Lori: next time plan something in advance so we don't seem so desperate). So yeah we went and got Ian and his friends and went to Dennys (grossest food ever). The waiter was somewhat cool(ish) though. Then we went back to Lori's house and her mom took random pictures of us sittng on the kitchen floor because she was trying to figure out how to work her new camera. Got home at like 11:20 fell asleep really fast.
Ummmm what else... last week I went to Project X, it was kina scary but really fun. I highly recommend it to all of you. Just make sure there is someone in the group who screams more than you, because they make that person go in the front. I'm so glad Laura was there, or it would have been me.
So I've been getting a lot of lectures lately. I don't really know how to make myself have more confidence or whatever, I wish I did. It sucks coz I don't know what to think, coz what seems right to me and what I know is the complete opposite of what a lot of people are telling me. And theres only a handful of people that are actually capable of changing my opinion... but they have been making some progress, which is probably a good thing.
I can't decide what to be for halloween. I think i may just wear a combonation of many random things, like fake eyelashes, and some kind of ballerina-ish twirly skirt (i donno if i can pull that off or not... chances are no... but it's halloween so maybe ill do it anyways). And an exciting hat of some kind. I don't know.
My friends are all soooooooo great, I've been realizing that more and more lately, and yeah I havn't done any shout outs lately so ill just do a few.
Lori - Yay for friday night adventures! Spifftastic! You rock, and a half!
Sarah - You are so awesome, I hope your back problem gets better... we must hang out one day soon when you don't have band!
Laura - You are the hottest! Try and remember that you are an amazing person and everyone loves you tons!
Elsje - Haha awwwww!!! :P I'm gonna miss you so much when you go to South Africa! But I'm so happy for you, and your gonna have a great time!
Brett - You rock also! Even though you are mean to me :P jkjk love you!
Jen - You are so gorgeous and you always put me in a good mood! We must hang out one day soon.
Trevor - You are the best for helping me with math, you hafta come see my puppy soon!
Julia - You rock so much!! Yellowcard is gonna be so fun with you and everyone else! We hafta do something soon, we should have a partay!
Caiti - Yay for you and your total hottness! Please don't wear black lipstick. Oh and your other lipstick is in my purse, I think we both forgot about it on friday.
Janna/Harry - When is the baby due? You are teh sex!!!
(I know I forgot people, don't be mad I'll get you next time!! You are all super duper awesome!!!)
Posted at 11:21 pm by yayforbeka
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Sep 4, 2004
Ugh... i donno why i feel so gross today. I dont want to go back to school. I dont have any classes with anyone. I am going to be all alone and have no friends and all my teachers will be mean and i will fail everything. All the songs that usually make me happy are making me sad now. I dont know why. I think im depressed coz i havnt seen anyone today. My parents decided i have to spend the whole day at home because ive "been out too much lately" ugh. I was supposed to hang out with Jon today but noooooo i wasnt allowed. I feel really bad coz i dont see him very often. I am so doomed. I dont know what i want to do with my life. I'm not intelligent enough to get good marks in school so i wud at least have options if i ever do decide what i want to do. I think im always gonna be a total ditz i mean whenever im around people i just go all high pitched and stupid. And in the last week like 3 ppl have commented on how i should be blonde to match my personality. Grrrr i frustrate myself so much. I dont know what i am trying to say here so i will just stop.
Posted at 07:28 pm by yayforbeka
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Aug 21, 2004
tralala.... i am at lori's house. there is not a lot to write about but i am updating cuz all i ever hear is complain complain complain beka why dont you update blah blah blah. so. we went swimming today for like 10 minutes. it was... meh. then we sat in the hot tub and it was very nice. i must say the membership plus room at the Y is very nice. yesterday i went to shakespeare in the park. it was really good cept sitting on the ground for a long time gets a tad painful on the butt. gina randomly screamed when the guy was asking questions it was funny stuff. and then we were still feeling the shakespeare mood while waiting for lori's mom at dal station so we decided to recite some random lines while standing on top of the bike lockers. then this old lady came up to us and started talking about shakespeare. all in all i think it was the most educational evening of the summer. anyhoo. you know that gross feeling you have after you swim? when you combine it with the gross rainy day feeling yeah lets just ay my mood is not great. but its ok i will prolly get hyper soon. although maybe it wud be a good time to have some breakfast. i think ill go now.
p.s. there was a lady at the pool with really big boobs. i think they were not real.
Posted at 04:27 pm by yayforbeka
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HI! This is my blog thingy... i doubt theres anyone reading it but its entertaining to me so YAY!
Today Is - Sunday
My Adventure of the Day - I drove downtown! and on deerfoot! It was scary.
Song of The Day - Switchfoot - Meant to Live
Random Happy Thing of the Day - Pajama Pants
Obsession of Now - Peppermint Mocha from Starbucks!!!!
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